Again

Another go, another try
To climb that awesome peak
Of foolish dreams and vain desires
That only make you weak.
But maybe now, my chance
Will be within my reach,
And life, for once, will have a sense
That God forgot to teach.

The slope is steep, the rope is thin,
And I am overweight -
With stupid qualms and deadly sins,
Too heavy, I’m afraid.
And blank again will come my dice,
No matter how I try.
A freezing wind will wet my eyes
As if I were to cry.

And silently, I’ll walk away,
Accepting my defeat,
Preparing for another day
On Desperation Street.

 

2008